sayang T.T

dear , i'm begging you , please don't be like this , i swear that i love you . i need you , you are a part of my life , i'm so sorry . i have to let you go . we are not fate to be . i want you to be someone that i can count to , someone that i can hold on , someone that will always be with me when i was cried . but you can't . i need you for the rest of my life ! how can you be with me for the rest of my life if you still like this ? can i count it on you ? i will do everything to not let you go but i was needed to do so . im so sorry becouse this will be the end for us . just forget me , you can have someone that is better than me , i hope that you will forgive me , everytime i see your face , i cant let you go , everytime i hear your voice my heart skip a beat and i was dying inside . please forive me .T.T